i swear i didnt know a "cassandra day" existed when i posted that but i guess it was just a happy accident

i still cant learn aaghhhh agh

• deal with project
• do something to distract myself from project
• make up more ideas or some shit
• get rid of my fear of cassandra / those creatures for gods sake

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i gave up and made this instead

i once had a dream where my sister asked tom fulp to ban me from the forums for literally no reason and it somehow worked

also i apparently played minecraft on my switch

repost ish of a forum

at this point i just want someone to talk to since i cant get myself to work on anything and timezones are kinda a problem and i dont have anywhere else on the internet to turn to that i feel comfortable in

like i cant get myself to learn another game engine even though i want to because of a specific project that genuinely has become a problem for me

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the most complex stuff ive ever been able to make on my own in scratch was an incredibly offbeat rhythm game using lists and a terrible club penguin clone with south park characters and for lua (like literally roblox) was just a fucking button that just adds to a counter so its really clear im not put out for godot any time soon

AND READ THIS https://ddnikki.newgrounds.com/news/post/1362438

do i just take this (probably horribly incorrectly quoted) post i made to heart and just give up with godot

need i say more