• newgrounds meetup in an asian country (proposal: mall of asia. arcade contains many rhythm games (and a singular dance dance revolution)
• worst desktop pets ever (we're all in hell together)
• pico's school just with the scratch pico instead

toms birthday was yesterday for me (in america today is tomorrow)

https://ddnikki.newgrounds.com/news/post/1440310

ive had 2 dreams involving tom and they were both completely incomprehensible

• i saw him in a church building, at a podium. apparently as part of a plan to destroy the world he threw mario, yoshi and cassandra into a washing machine in order to "fuse" them and as soon as he turned on the washer he went super saiyan and i had to stop him
• nene noticed pico went missing somewhere in mexico for some reason and she went to ask tom fulp himself where pico went and all the while he was dealing with cassandra's dying body on his front lawn cuz she got impaled by a fence. nene shown him and darnell a map of the americas and apparently I had to go on this decoy toilet that was actually an elevator. like the toilet just like sunk into the ground when you flushed it, it wasnt even functional. NOBODY EVEN FOUND PICO IN THE END

somehow i cant get myself to do literally anything on this site without it having to be related to like pico or other ng people or like then nothing would happen to it or something also i still havent gotten myself to learn anything game making like i think when i look at a game engine interface it like makes me physically sick somehow and i dont know why i just dont want to check my notifications i know i cant make things

i finally got a schedule for my therapy

chirp chirp chirp

also i apparently got a doctor for getting over general mental ailments

https://ddnikki.neocities.org/tweeter/

i dont even know why i made this page

i have nowhere else to talk that feels safe aside from that and newgrounds so

apparently there was a point where i believed cassandras gun was actually a flamethrower

i know it's our job to make people smile and everything but i think this guy's a lost cause