do i just take this (probably horribly incorrectly quoted) post i made to heart and just give up with godot

need i say more

there are people will try to dig up the weirdest shit to use against you... like your actions in a costume or some shit like that (hahahahh please kill me)

also this

THINGS I HAVE TO GET OUT OF MY HEAD:

• LEARNING GODOT (AND THEREFORE MAKING THAT GODDAMN PROJECT)
• MY DUMB AS FUCK FEAR OF THE PENIS ALIENS (IT'S BEEN 2 YEARS)
• TO ADD TO THAT... CASSANDRA IN GENERAL

cassandra is a cognitohazard because when i see her i go insane

i feel like im gonna get banned for "general presence disturbs others" at some point

you should definitely do research on someone before you support them

especially me because im unable to change or defend myself and i had to get something out of my head by writing down all of my problems since im apparently so critical of myself that i was willing to make a cancel culture esque google doc on myself

i feel like the reason i post more on newgrounds than tumblr bc i feel like t will treat me worse than ng somehow

also unashamed website plug https://ddnikki.neocities.org/