im starting to think about cassandra less and less (im sorry about that) but now im also obsessing over another murderous woman who wears red and black. the only difference is shes heavily associated with cannibalism instead of shootings. and im also (but somewhat less so) sorry about that.

and yet i dont think it really matters anymore. i cant not be interested in violence.

i think thats just a very strong part of me. ive always liked the violent ones since i was very young.

i dont think i can ever change.

hopefully ill do something for pico day even though theres no cash prize

(also i still have terrible motivation but i guess ill still try to)