projects
uhhhh i made another cosplay. i went outside in it for a few days after the flavor foley anniversary.
i also made a cosplay page on my website
https://ddnikki.nekoweb.org/other/cosplay/
i put that remake project to the side to deal with my fakemon entries.
im still going to work on the remake. hopefully. but knowing myself i might not make it.
maybe i should do stuff at my own pace actually
i think im losing motivation. or losing the will to do most things in general.
ive had less and less ideas i can actually do. even art.
or maybe im running out of ideas for art. i dont know what else to make art of.
i still have that instinct in me to only make art that people would like. i have to get rid of judgement in my head
i played more games
a week ago i started playing kirbys epic yarn, rhythm heaven megamix, and...
pokemon channel of all things. and tomodachi life a day after that
epic yarn was a game i wanted to play since i was a child. but i couldnt play it until a video told me where to find it. said video also made me decide to play pokemon channel. it really does feel comforting. the piano music and everything. its hard to get frustrated at kirby honestly
pokemon channel genuinely feels like my childhood where i would leave the tv open (because i was scared of silence) and i think i would just space out most of the time. its also kinda wild like it goes from "watch television with pikachu!" to "you must go into an abandoned temple with pikachu"
rhythm heaven megamix. ive played the gba and ds rhythm heavens. its kinda disorienting to play the ds games without the flick
megamix was one of the first games that made me cry. if it isnt the very first, then its the first game to make me cry this heavily.
...it was blue bear that did it. but i was also giggling the entire time bc i was like "what the hell im genuinely sobbing over this"
i made a tomodachi life diary two days into the game.
today is day 7. a lot has happened. it really is indescribable