i had a dream about a really crappy pico rpg that was basically the fellowship of the things (that gumball flash game) that i kinda wanna make and maybe keep the rlly weird design decisions the dream had

• you could optionally recruit Cassandra
• there was an unskippable cutscene involving a doctor that was secretly a penilian and it also involved timezones and a light in the sky that "pierced into [Darnell's] soul"
• the only reason you couldn't skip it was because it was the only place where you could heal Cass
• apparently you needed Cassandra to fight a secret boss (i fought the "final boss" and thought of deltarune right as i was waking up "i proved i can do this with only 3 people. we absolutely do not need her we do not need her for the secret boss")
• Nene had to wear glasses and she was a mage

Penilians are just people from Penile, Louisville

I think i have stomach problems and i feel rlly high (which is mostly just sleep deprivation)

I somehow still feel like i have to work on something but I don't want to work on we're all in hell together anymore the remaining ones feel too hard for me to put together (which apparently includes Cassandra punching Pico in the face)

apparently every Pico Day i make crap as a front because last time

i made a DST mod of all things and a tiny crappy gif to go with it

so this time is a crappy bliss and new (crappy) shimeji

(enough of this crap. i dont know why i themed all this after desktops)

https://ddnikki.neocities.org/other/pico/shimeji

• newgrounds meetup in an asian country (proposal: mall of asia. arcade contains many rhythm games (and a singular dance dance revolution)
• worst desktop pets ever (we're all in hell together)
• pico's school just with the scratch pico instead

toms birthday was yesterday for me (in america today is tomorrow)

https://ddnikki.newgrounds.com/news/post/1440310

ive had 2 dreams involving tom and they were both completely incomprehensible

• i saw him in a church building, at a podium. apparently as part of a plan to destroy the world he threw mario, yoshi and cassandra into a washing machine in order to "fuse" them and as soon as he turned on the washer he went super saiyan and i had to stop him
• nene noticed pico went missing somewhere in mexico for some reason and she went to ask tom fulp himself where pico went and all the while he was dealing with cassandra's dying body on his front lawn cuz she got impaled by a fence. nene shown him and darnell a map of the americas and apparently I had to go on this decoy toilet that was actually an elevator. like the toilet just like sunk into the ground when you flushed it, it wasnt even functional. NOBODY EVEN FOUND PICO IN THE END

somehow i cant get myself to do literally anything on this site without it having to be related to like pico or other ng people or like then nothing would happen to it or something also i still havent gotten myself to learn anything game making like i think when i look at a game engine interface it like makes me physically sick somehow and i dont know why i just dont want to check my notifications i know i cant make things

i finally got a schedule for my therapy

chirp chirp chirp